why??
oh my gosh!!!! why must JTC be one day before i leave. i wonder what i should tell the sec 3 maáms. they are so going to kill me. who else is not going for JTC. i don't wish to be the only one. and Gladys, i don't care what i said to you earlier but you owe me $1.20. because i allowed you so say the stupid greeting you always say to me on Friday. the whole time. so you don't have to worry about the counting the amount of time you will be saying it. i got nothing else to say. i want to say some things but i am not sure if i should. so i think i don't want to say. i will just keep it inside my mind. wow! now there's another thing to stress about in my life. i always have stressful things to add into my life everyday. it seems like stressful things in my life is never ending. i suddenly feel like dying due to too much stress. maybe this way, i will be able to die in my sleep without any pain, but will never die peacefully. cause there are still too many things not accomplished yet. i am talking about death. i am crazy now. maybe because too stress, my mind is not going the straight path. my mind is going elsewhere, that is so not leading to my dream life. its leading to the cliff where i will fall and die.

from the one and only stressful squad mate,
Genevieve halim